After landing up in Mumbai I have made a lot of friends and reconnected with old ones and one such girl a college mate of mine (You can find her mention in some previous blog) . When she is herself she is so peppy, so full of life ki even those in depression will start dancing to her radiant and vibrant smile. But yes when she is sad and I can definitely make out when she is sad , it appears that its gloomy all around. Such is her aoura that seeing her laugh away at life we forget our problems. It may sound weird but she is the bestest drinking buddy I could ever imagine, no lafda sort of girl. Its like she gives a fuc**** balls to life, some one who lives her life on her terms.
So then why the hell I am concerned. Its not because of any connect, its because I have seen her through the various mood swings, her happiness, her sadness, her ups, her downs. But she always smiles even though she is in pain, and the worst part is when u realise that she is in pain and still cannot do any thing about it. You feel so helpless and one wishes that what to do to bring that gorgeous smile back on her face.(And it just doesn't help that I am fatally attracted to her roomie).
Perhaps some things still remains unsaid from her for some rhyme or reason. I want to tell her that if sorrow comes again and again , just draw a line in the sand and beyond that line make some thing else happen. Hurtful experiences in life make you either open up or shut down and she has shut down. It was so painful to see her lost in some myriad thoughts and still smiling through it. But I will suggest her that the braver choice is to open up to some one close who is your confidante. Some times in life you will do horrible shitty things that make you want to cringe and slap yourself over the head.So then what do you do ? You just turn around your perspective on life, you focus on the good stuff in order to bring around more good. Cmon babe just love yourself, you are just too good to be heart broken or sad for some dumb ass guy or situation. Trust me emotional trauma serves a purpose but if you are willing to see an opportunity in a terrible situation you are already on your way to healing.
Bottomline dear we just cannot stand the fact that you are sad and if you are just give a damn babe, you know the fact there is life beyond, there are friends beyond ( like your so hot and drooly roomie). So atleast for them keep that smile on your face ,you just don't know it gives lives to so many people, just dont take it away
P.S.- Sorry but for me your roomie is more beautiful :P (and I am fully drunk so ignore any mistakes :P)
So then why the hell I am concerned. Its not because of any connect, its because I have seen her through the various mood swings, her happiness, her sadness, her ups, her downs. But she always smiles even though she is in pain, and the worst part is when u realise that she is in pain and still cannot do any thing about it. You feel so helpless and one wishes that what to do to bring that gorgeous smile back on her face.(And it just doesn't help that I am fatally attracted to her roomie).
Perhaps some things still remains unsaid from her for some rhyme or reason. I want to tell her that if sorrow comes again and again , just draw a line in the sand and beyond that line make some thing else happen. Hurtful experiences in life make you either open up or shut down and she has shut down. It was so painful to see her lost in some myriad thoughts and still smiling through it. But I will suggest her that the braver choice is to open up to some one close who is your confidante. Some times in life you will do horrible shitty things that make you want to cringe and slap yourself over the head.So then what do you do ? You just turn around your perspective on life, you focus on the good stuff in order to bring around more good. Cmon babe just love yourself, you are just too good to be heart broken or sad for some dumb ass guy or situation. Trust me emotional trauma serves a purpose but if you are willing to see an opportunity in a terrible situation you are already on your way to healing.
Bottomline dear we just cannot stand the fact that you are sad and if you are just give a damn babe, you know the fact there is life beyond, there are friends beyond ( like your so hot and drooly roomie). So atleast for them keep that smile on your face ,you just don't know it gives lives to so many people, just dont take it away
P.S.- Sorry but for me your roomie is more beautiful :P (and I am fully drunk so ignore any mistakes :P)
